You have it...but not quite.

So you've been wishing for something, praying for it, infact, begging for it but then it comes, it looks like what you've been asking for...but then you become afraid.

You want it, but then you are scared that it might harm you. why? There is no doubt that you want it but you are just too afraid to take that plunge just in case it hurts you, yet this is what you stay up most nights praying for...

It comes to you and then you think you don't deserve it, it's too good to be yours. Why?

Is it because you feel inadequate to have it? I wonder...

Nigeria beckons...